When the time arrives,
the Winter's thunders
the Summer's snows
signify, the reborn of a new me.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Secondary
Today is another lesson for me.
4 things :
-i sucked in communication.
-i don't know how to make myself a comfortable person
-i failed to be a man
-my talent is not significant enough
But, Give me 3 years, i will come back with a brand new personality, you will see a new JS.
i told my teacher, and i promised myself, once im still alive, i will not survive,
i will live my life.
no matter how bad i did for my sejarah paper, one day i will create history. At least, memorable for everyone around me.
3 years is short,
though i failed my aim in secondary school.
but it doesn't matter,
it just leaving a blank spot in my memories. and i shall achieve it. for my next life.
my leadership life in CHS has finally came to an end. with no regrets.
如今，是自我增值的时候，为自己造福人群的意愿，再迈前一步。
4 things :
-i sucked in communication.
-i don't know how to make myself a comfortable person
-i failed to be a man
-my talent is not significant enough
But, Give me 3 years, i will come back with a brand new personality, you will see a new JS.
i told my teacher, and i promised myself, once im still alive, i will not survive,
i will live my life.
no matter how bad i did for my sejarah paper, one day i will create history. At least, memorable for everyone around me.
3 years is short,
though i failed my aim in secondary school.
but it doesn't matter,
it just leaving a blank spot in my memories. and i shall achieve it. for my next life.
my leadership life in CHS has finally came to an end. with no regrets.
如今，是自我增值的时候，为自己造福人群的意愿，再迈前一步。
Saturday, June 13, 2009
A Day with 0% of Depression
thats what i feel today.
I don't need to know what do you think about me. and,
neither you need to know what do I think about you.
as long as both of us are willing to spend a single moment with each other. and that's it.
this statement applies to every friend of mine.
成得朋友，自然会奉上互相迁就的心灵，那又何需太过在意对方怎么想自己。
+
i deny the statement : 人不因别人的掌声而活. which is only half true.
观众的掌声是演员生涯的其中一部分，而
大众的认同是人生精彩的其中一个元素。
那些自认不活在观众的掌声之下的人，致以自己清高孤傲，到入黄土的那一刻还看不透红尘，自认怀才不遇，含恨而终。
these two "persoalan" filled my day. Friends, has no definite definition.
and the question "Is there pure friendship between boy and girls?" will never have an absolute answer, due to different perspective of different people.
I don't care about that,
I never give definition to anything in my life. Like : I may like a girl but it doesn't mean i want her to be my girlfriend.
No definition for anything and everything is the key to ultimate freedom.
That's what makes up my life.
I don't need to know what do you think about me. and,
neither you need to know what do I think about you.
as long as both of us are willing to spend a single moment with each other. and that's it.
this statement applies to every friend of mine.
成得朋友，自然会奉上互相迁就的心灵，那又何需太过在意对方怎么想自己。
+
i deny the statement : 人不因别人的掌声而活. which is only half true.
观众的掌声是演员生涯的其中一部分，而
大众的认同是人生精彩的其中一个元素。
那些自认不活在观众的掌声之下的人，致以自己清高孤傲，到入黄土的那一刻还看不透红尘，自认怀才不遇，含恨而终。
these two "persoalan" filled my day. Friends, has no definite definition.
and the question "Is there pure friendship between boy and girls?" will never have an absolute answer, due to different perspective of different people.
I don't care about that,
I never give definition to anything in my life. Like : I may like a girl but it doesn't mean i want her to be my girlfriend.
No definition for anything and everything is the key to ultimate freedom.
That's what makes up my life.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
距离
人河江长
无尽中的尽头
和无尽的尽头
仿佛三步
却又像三跪九叩。
不眠的淡定
和吃力的清醒
有零星，烙印
全然冲动的心情
又遭遇
抹煞感性的理性。
失控的频率
渐渐掘起
一种没有定位的距离
是残士，上天梯。
11:55pm
18.5.09
无尽中的尽头
和无尽的尽头
仿佛三步
却又像三跪九叩。
不眠的淡定
和吃力的清醒
有零星，烙印
全然冲动的心情
又遭遇
抹煞感性的理性。
失控的频率
渐渐掘起
一种没有定位的距离
是残士，上天梯。
11:55pm
18.5.09
Friday, May 29, 2009
Frisbee
Many times, i'd thought myself that.
i do not have talent in sports.
now the feeling strikes again. I just feel useless.
But i'm sure.
It is temporary. though.
maybe i just don't have talent in sports.
It had been some time when i started to play frisbee.
and the improvement seems, getting slower and slower.
until it is neglectable. and the feeling is.
the turning point is reaching. once i reached the maximum point.
my performance will get worse. as fast as the square graph for add maths.
god bless me.
im not emo. but just throwing tantrum. pointlessly.
i do not have talent in sports.
now the feeling strikes again. I just feel useless.
But i'm sure.
It is temporary. though.
maybe i just don't have talent in sports.
It had been some time when i started to play frisbee.
and the improvement seems, getting slower and slower.
until it is neglectable. and the feeling is.
the turning point is reaching. once i reached the maximum point.
my performance will get worse. as fast as the square graph for add maths.
god bless me.
im not emo. but just throwing tantrum. pointlessly.
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